Tired. That’s my word for the day. I don’t know why I’m so exhausted as I haven’t done all that much today. I went and visited some folk in an assisted living home, went to the doctor and I am still so tired.
Perhaps I have not been eating well enough or enough in general, but I can’t recall myself being this exhausted in a while. It does feel like I’m starving as it usually does, but to a greater extent. Perhaps that’s what I need to do – eat, but I also need to do my flush as well which I really and truly don’t feel like doing, but I know that I need to.
This post isn’t going to be typical, I hope. I plan on posting more substantial posts on it, but today has been strange. If you are the praying type, pray that tomorrow will be better mentally for me, as I’m exhausted.
Besides a study on Job, there’s nothing that I have to do tomorrow. I guess I am wrong there, I do have a community group at 6pm that I will attend.
Verse of the day in my Bible app is Psalm 37:4..
Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart.
Here, I see a requirement. Delight yourself in the Lord. That means worshipping Him, loving Him, loving Him, talking to Him, reading the word and then He will give you the desires of your heart, which from focusing on Him might be much different than they were before you delighted yourself in the Lord.
I suppose this is why you need to ask if the desires you have are in God’s will and if they are honoring to Him and not set any of your own desire or will to such an importance that you’re not listening to God when he tells you something different.
Anyway, I’m going to get some sleep after I do my “flush” as I call it. I hope everyone has a great night.